ROYAL

Too much is rushing, spinning, whirling, crashing in my mind. It's starting in a day. Oh, my God. It's starting in a day.

We will all be changed in just one day.

Conversations will turn from parties to staffing. Insecurities to strengths. Families to hall families. Trying to change our lives to changing others' lives.

My heart is pounding so hard right now. All I can do is feel grateful. In a time when I feel like the luckiest person in the world, the only thing to do is to bow down and thank God, because I certainly do not deserve this.

Make the most of this. Love every second of it, the good and the bad. Detach all doubts and fears and put your heart out there 100%.

ROYAL YEAR, LET'S FUCKING DO THIS.